My life

Waiting in the corner of my dark room

Vein with the echoes and exhausted by the fume

I can only hear the beat of my heart

Whispering a name I've known from the start

Struggles are scattered in the world that I see

But together with someone, It is easy to be free

Being without you is humiliating

I can’t think right, my life is suffering

Wishing you beside me... now I am praying

But God seems deaf, but I'm still trying

if words will describe how unlucky I am

it will express disgust, a laugh and a blame

Gold turns to stone... illusion with a shame

and last... a hopeless guy that untamed

Eyes can betray looks can deceive

Faith will be on the one who believe

Now you are here and my soul is alive

For the one that I love has already arrive

Then I realize what you've done to me

You make me strong and able to see

That evil will test you using his darkest art

But Love will defend the faithful heart

Breakin' Love

Love makes me burden

Love makes me sad

Love makes my heart broken

Love makes my spirit bad

Now tell me, do I really need to love?

When all I really want is to be loved?

Love makes me sacrifice

Love makes me cry

Love put tears in my eyes

Love makes me die

Now tell me, does love makes the wildest spirit tame?

Or it makes the tamest spirit wild?

Love makes me down

Love puts chain in my hand

Love put thorns in my crown

Love put despair in my land

Now tell me, does love means a gift?

Or a problem where you will sank in grief?

 

Moments By One direction

Twilight

Twilight

Sunsets appearing at last

Time's really coming so fast

Birds flying towards the sea

Winds blowing across the tree

Sweet voices are echoing

Cold breezes are capturing

Then Leaf fall behind the leaf

Then my heart sinking to grief

And sun now leaving the sky!

Nothing left, I silently cry...:(

When Darkness Reveals

Ocean tides singing sweet melody

Winds blowing like silent melancholy

Foot prints in the sand slowly carried away

How Cruel to end, such a lovely day?

Clouds in the sky turns into orange

Keeping peace in his breath is the only challenge

Sun is now setting in the peaceful sky...

How sad is the ending, now the time's gonna fly?

Tears are slowly falling in my lonely face,

Memories of the moment in my mind won't be erase.

The music in my heart is reaching its ending,

How wonderful this lovely day, I wont forget this feeling...

When DARKNESS reveals, I will slowly cry

Sadness and pain, I will slowly die.

Faith and hope will be left in the end,

Time to split our hands, hoping for another tomorrow my FRIEND

The war that I can’t won

Tears are fallen one by one in my eyes

Things are coming in my mind, I just now realize

A second choice, is what I seem

Not the best option, neither the second thought did I mean?

Why can’t I win her heart?

 Am I not good, am I not smart?

Am I that ugly? Am I not worthy?

Questions in my mind are now getting silly.

I bought new clothes for her to amuse

I change my look, new hairstyle I use

I make myself presentable, for her to see

That I really want her to do choose me

Many changes I have, still not enough?

To win her heart… even my faith now laugh 

What will I do? What can I do?

 Why can’t I win my love for you?

At last God has heard and answer my faith

“Son please accept the fact for it is too late.

‘Cause someone I made for you is coming,

Don’t be silly for she is worth having.

Cause you will never get whatever is not made for you,

And you will never win something not destined to come true”